Posted by: T. Boyd | June 18, 2025

A reading

What is a normal goal to a young person becomes a neurotic hindrance in old age. —CARL JUNG No wise person ever wanted to be younger. —NATIVE AMERICAN APHORISM

There is much evidence on several levels that there are at least two major tasks to human life. The first task is to build a strong “container” or identity; the second is to find the contents that the container was meant to hold. The first task we take for granted as the very purpose of life, which does not mean we do it well. The second task, I am told, is more encountered than sought; few arrive at it with much preplanning, purpose, or passion.

Rohr, Richard. Falling Upward: A Spirituality for the Two Halves of Life (p. ). (Function). Kindle Edition.

Posted by: T. Boyd | May 6, 2025

why the world hates Jesus

This is why the world rejects the good news.

“The ethics of Jesus cannot be obeyed or even understood until the life of God has come to the heart of a man or woman in the miracle of the new birth.”

Tozer, A. W.. Mornings with Tozer: Daily Devotional Readings (p. 175). (Function). Kindle Edition.

Posted by: T. Boyd | April 28, 2025

All your base are belong to us

This is a very funny translation of Japanese to English of an early internet computer game. And it evokes a similar feeling in my hearing limitations at my current age of 84 years. A big part of my earlier life was focused on music, especially classical music. And now the only music I can enjoy is all in my head – well, I still can hear percussion instruments and thereby enjoy some jazz performances.

So I am able to say, “All your music belongs to me!” because I have a large repertoire of classical and sacred music stored in my brain’s memory bank, from which I “listen” to frequently. One of my favorites is The German Requiem which Brahms finished in the 1850’s while he was in his early 30 years of life.

I was privileged to sing in the rendition of this great work in the community chorus in Albany, Georgia back when I could still hear well, c. 1970, and the music and words (in English) have been alive in my memory ever since. Here is a good article to read about the composing of the music which I ran across today: https://www.grahamsmusic.net/post/brahms-a-german-requiem

Have a great week as we enter finally spring time!

Posted by: T. Boyd | April 26, 2025

Noah’s Ark

Someone has said very pertinently, “There was no rudder to Noah’s ark.”

Cowman, L. B. E.. Streams in the Desert Morning and Evening: 365 Devotions (p. 293). (Function). Kindle Edition.

Posted by: T. Boyd | February 26, 2025

How should I now live?

It is strange, this life that the Lord is continuing to teach me; I have learned so much in the last 15 years or so since retirement. it’s like Francis Schaeffer asks: “How should we then live?“. As I approach my 90’s, I feel I still have so much to learn about that, and I finally have ideas about how to think and do things better – like learning how to really listen to another person, to understand them better as a person; but I have lost so much health, like being able to hear, or do anything physical, so it seems too late to be able to serve others in a much better way than before. The only ability left is being able to read and write, so that is how I am spending my time for the most part.

More to come….

Posted by: T. Boyd | February 7, 2025

Important info

Important info about how the smart phones are damaging
our children!
https://www.pbs.org/video/jonathan-haidt-mvtptz/

Posted by: T. Boyd | August 7, 2023

Beginning Biblical Hebrew

I am fascinated by the Bible languages: Greek and Hebrew, but I have no natural talent for learning them. For example, for years, off and on, I have tried to at least learn the aleph-bet of the Hebrew grammar, and it just doesn’t stick in my mind! So at age 82 1/2, I am trying again.

For example, I am trying to follow the acrostic psalm, Ps. 37, of which each of some 21-22 verses start with a new letter of the Hebrew “alphabet”. Here is a kid’s song to help learn the alphabet: (there are several different songs – found with a google search): https://www.youtube.com/@animatedhebrew

And here is a link to the interlinear Hebrew-English bible: https://biblehub.com/interlinear/psalms/37.htm

The Aleph start is not clear until you notice it starts after the first word which is translated “A Psalm of David”. And Aleph is the first letter of “Not”.

Verse 3 starts with the 2nd letter; Bet, “Trust”.

“Gimmel”, the 3rd Hebrew letter, starts verse 5: “Commit”, and so on.

Please comment if you have other links that help.

Thanks. Boyd

Posted by: T. Boyd | May 16, 2023

The Start of My Racism Journey

From my personal journal – the prior parts will be added later.

20 April 2023 (updated 16 May 2023)

Another blind spot unveiled today!  Something new revealed in my innate white attitude:  That my speech patterns are hard for others to understand, while I thought that if people would just speak like me, we would be able to understand what each other is saying much more easily.

We chose in 2014 to move into a mixed race, inner city neighborhood of Richmond, Virginia. And I found out the hard way today that my “accent” (though I would deny that I have any) makes it hard for persons not raised in my Texas white culture, with our speech patterns, to understand what I say as well!  That never occurred to me before.

Here is how that  happened.  I noticed my neighbor drove his Jeep-like car to his gate in the back via the alley way.  So I walked over to speak to him while he opened his gate, and we talked in a good conversation.

I kept making sure I was understanding his thoughts by having him repeat more slowly each word till I got it.  It was the first time since we moved next door to him in 2014 that the conversation was two-way, where we both understood all that was said.

At the end of our exchange, I told him about that.  And said something like, “Norman, I just can’t understand you most of the time.”  And he replied, “You know what, Boyd?  I can’t understand you either!”

I laughed, and realized that I had never even considered that possibility!  That my way of speaking is, I thought, the proper way of talking, and everyone should be able to easily understand me!  (This, in spite of my wife telling me for years that I am one of the worst mumblers that she knows).

I guess I never opened my mind’s eye to that possibility.  I always blamed others for the difficulties of communication between us, and hoped that they would have sympathy for my hearing difficulty; and that they would compensate for the problem; never admitting that I was the problem, not them.  No one else in the group setting had a problem.

But the more important point here is that in my “whiteness” I always assumed that my culture background provided the standard way of talking, and that is completely false – it is part of cultural pride which no longer belongs today in its formerly dominant place.

Posted by: T. Boyd | April 27, 2022

Lament

27 April 2022 – NOTE: I just found this entry in my Drafts folder, but it still needs to be made available, I think.  It still speaks what is in my heart.
11 Jan 2014
As I read the WSJ weekend edition this morning, I found it just packed full of sorrow and evil that is so prevalent in the world.  It tends to just give me more depression, but I am thinking the righteous reaction is to soberly pray for the conditions of the sufferers.
I also just started reading a Randy Alcorn novel, Safely Home, that dipicts very vividly and accurately (according to reviews) the sad situation in China of the rural home churches and the believers in them.  The persecution is awful and very widespread, apparently.
It seems that lots of Western Christians just don’t get it. We are asleep at the wheel, just keeping the throttle wide open, hurling toward disaster, crushing any that hinder our progress toward our prosperity and pleasure seeking.
Why are we not weeping, casting ourselves before The Lord in seeking His face to how we can join in the battle against evil, in spreading the gospel, in reaching out to widows (divorcees, unwed mothers) and orphans; to those in poverty and sickness; and those in prisons all around us?
Taking our place in the battle line does not need to be dreaded. Instead it can be, it should be, “for the joy set before us”, knowing that we are finally fulfilling our purpose in being here, and of being called to be children of God, fellow sufferers of our eldest brother, Jesus Christ, God’s own Son. And in joining in the host of believers that are on the front lines, being cheered on by the “great cloud of witnesses.” Here is the way Hebrews 12 says it in The Message:
Hebrews 12:1-3 Do you see what this means—all these pioneers who blazed the way, all these veterans cheering us on? It means we’d better get on with it. Strip down, start running—and never quit! No extra spiritual fat, no parasitic sins. Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we’re in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sight of where he was headed—that exhilarating finish in and with God—he could put up with anything along the way: Cross, shame, whatever. And now he’s there, in the place of honor, right alongside *[His Father] God. When you find yourselves flagging in your faith, go over that story again, item by item, that long litany of hostility he plowed through. That will shoot adrenaline into your souls!
*[my insert – tbm]
I’m so glad to see churches like our young church in East End of Richmond, VA,  where many young adults and teens have heard the clear, clarion call to rally to our commander, our Lord. The words of the old hymn come to mind:
Onward, Christian soldiers, marching as to war,
With the cross of Jesus going on before.
Christ, the royal Master, leads against the foe;
Forward into battle see His banners go!

May we pause our busy, crazy, 100 yard dash toward our next goal, get before our Lord, and wait to see His face, to hear this call, to pray for courage to respond, to take up the “whole armor of God” and enter the fray as He directs with His strong, encouraging voice; knowing that “He is our strength and shield, a very present help in times of trouble.”

Boyd

Posted by: T. Boyd | October 15, 2019

A big step

From my Journal on 15 Oct. 2019

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A lesson from the GPS:  this morning we were driving home from a medical appointment at an office in an unusual place in the West End, and I told the GPS to take us home.  The given route to me was strange, and I must have missed a turn somewhere, because we wound up going north on I-95 and had to do some fast maneuvering to correct the mistake.

I got upset about it and was stressed out from not “being on top”, of not being the “master of my fate” in that situation.  I have always insisted on being able to understand what’s going on or how something works and get upset if I can’t solve or answer that question.

Then the thought came to me:  Why is that so important, why is that essential in my life? This mild example of my need to know where I am geographically, of my insistence of understanding things, is a part of my makeup that I need to take to the cross of Jesus and declare its death! 

That old self that keeps popping up is a large source of the stress and unrest to which I subject myself and others around me (especially Leslie, my wife).  That urgency and impatience that arises – that drive to conquer all things – stems from a sense of pride and need to appear clever in everyone’s eyes, to be superior to others.  It is not good;  it is actually evil!

So I pray that the following declaration may become true for me:  

I henceforth will respect the bible verse that says  that things revealed by God are mine, but things hidden from me belong to Him. 

(my paraphrase of Dt. 29:29)

By things revealed, I think would include the gift of curiosity that He gave me from birth.  And that would still motivate me in a righteous way in being interested in His creation as given in the verse: 

It is the glory of God to conceal things, but the glory of kings is to search things out. 

Proverbs 25:2

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